[Ahmer S]

OK so first off i was always a bad kid since i was little. my science teacher hates me for an odd reason i mean i do act up in class sometimes but he yells in my face and we had a test which i didn't finish and he let others finish it after school but not me so i failed. i get real pissed when people yell at me especially in my face so u gotta help me with that(happened yesterday). Second my friend and i were smokin weed and it was my first time so when i got real high i got scared cause i kept blacking out so i called 911. this is also because i had some steroids in my body as well. my family got a good amount of bills from the hospital for that. and now i have t go to a drug program for 6 weeks which is costing my family 10 grand which sucks. I need help because my mom always yells at me and says shes gonna do something to herself cause of me. when ever i do summin small like drop a fork or spill some water she yels so uncontrollably curses at me and all, my father also yells but not as much he always listens to my mom. i get pissed easily but dont show it unless its way too much and i never yell back at my mom. i just want my mom to say she believes in me and that she'll be with me through my rehab instead of cursing at me and threatening herself and just pissing me off. If i get bad grades on my report card my parents yell and go crazy instead of asking me what i need help in and if they could do anything. even sayin that they believe i can do it would help.ive always been good in school until that 6th grade then i just got depressed for awhile and in 8th grade my parents would yell and just do crazy things and i cant take it anymore so i dont try that much in school and i fuk around. i want to change so could u help me with my problems and tell me what i should do? btw i start rehab tomorrow.

[Ho.OT]

well, for starters, dont do drugsto help with ur science techer, WRITE HIM A LWTTER apologising, and put in a ton of stuff about how ur sorry, and about how u want to change ur bad reputation in his perspective =, even of u dont believe that-hell feel all sorry, and most likely atart treating u better, unless he acts up, in which case u should talk to ur parents r counselor4 ur bad grades, just try hard, and when ur parents yell at u, tell them all the things u did, not lying(i studied every day 4 half hour since i found out about the test)and when they yell at u, say that that only buyilds pressure4 the rehab 10 grand, see if u can get odd jobs or a weekend job or somehting that wont affect ur grades but will pay u enough, and u can slowly pay ur falimy, u prob. wont get to pay them bakk completley, but u can give them a fair sahrewhen ur mom threatens herself, then u can try to talk to her clmly, or u can say that ull do watever she does(stupid role model)hope this helps and goood lukk