[slamdunc5]

So I have been on suboxone for the last 9 months or so. The last month I have been slowing down on my sub intake, from like 12 mg to about 4 mg everywhere day. Well since I have been cutting back on my subs I have been really steuggling. I have messes up about 4 or 5 times in the last month. Everytime I use I really do not enjoy it and I am so pissed off with myself. Anyways I was just hoping I could get some advice. I seem to be fine when I m at work but on my nights off I really struggle. I normally don't like forums, sharing information with strangers but I really am needing some guidance. I have been trying be a little more active, golf,basketball, and walking my dogs. I honestly believe the only reason I use lately is because I have no friends as of late, because of not hanging with bad influences and the few good friends I had moved away. Even though I know myguy I get them through is nothing more then my dealer. I enjoy being able to hang out with people. Sorry if I didn't make a lot of sense. But basically. I am just trying to quit subs and I can physicallybe fine but mentally I am struggling. Please any advice would.be great.