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06-19-2009, 12:01 AM
When you are getting high, then you feel energetic, euphoric, and very excited about everything. When you start to come down after 2-20 hours (depending on dose and quality) you can begin to feel anxious, tense and uncomfortable and really want to get back to where you were at by getting high again. If you are actually addicted, and you don't have any when you wake up the next day, you feel very tired. Everyday gets worse after that until about day 10 then it starts to get better. After 3 weeks you are still tired but resume a more regular sleep cycle. When you are addicted and don't have any meth, you are awake for 10 hours a day and sleep for about 14, or more, depending on how lazy you are. You can sleep up to 23 hours a day (can be common) usually after the first day (starting the second day) of having none. I remember (back when I used to use) When I first realized that I was physically dependant on meth when after I woke up one day and started walking around and my body felt about 25% heavier than it normally did. When you don't have meth you are very irritable, anxious (especially if you are thinking about getting high), very tired, and generally uncomfortable and irritated. When you do have meth, you can stay up many days in a row if you continue to use it. The longest I've stayed up is an actual 10 straight days, at the end of which I was in a dreamlike state and speaking incoherently. It is possible to become very paranoid and delusional especially if you are prone to that type of behavior and it is normal to end up living in a trailer without power or water and to become a collector of junk that is viewed as treasure.
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