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Shortcut to enlightenment? -
12-29-2008, 01:14 AM
Right, I'm a clean addict who is caught in a bit of a crossroads here. The only time I've ever felt like there was something or someone spiritual that was caring for me is when I've had hallucinogenics. The texts and the sermons don't do anything for me, I've tried the whole lot (My bookshelf is proof) and I just don't get the feeling of being apart of something.I've had huge spiritual awakenings on Mushrooms, I've made huge life changes after a trip where I felt like everything and everyone is part of a big cosmic dance and that my actions were harming people around me. There were bad trips too, but I always learned something from them.Am I fueling my addiction with these thoughts or do chemicals like LSD and mushrooms have some spiritual merit?
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